End of a Rainbow

I'm alone laying face down on the bathroom floor,
There is this hole; I can't feel my heart anymore.
I don't see you there when I go to close my eyes,
Hope turns to black like the night sky.

You told me forever, that we would always be one,
You whispered and fell asleep in my arms.
Like the end of a rainbow, you felt real and so close,
Why you left me, heaven only knows.

I walk down the street and look to notice everything,
Trying to ignore you not there next to me.
I'm sorry was a stupid thing for you to say,
It's not like you planned it to be this way.

I'm alone laying face down on the bathroom floor,
There is this hole; I can't feel my heart anymore.

It takes time to wait

Does waiting feel like forever?
The world spins and I'm left behind,
I am my own kind.

Do you see me?
I smile when you're happy,
Tell me you are happy.

I want to feel,
White energy through my soul.
Want to feel in control.

I have to forget,
Just to make it through the day.
Tell me I am okay.

I want the lighting,
To take a chance on me and strike.
To bring me back to life.

Just Breathe

...Breathe.
I find silence,
All I hear is my heartbeat.
I am still,
My eyes are fixed,
I tune out every distraction.

...Breathe.
I feel my body,
My thoughts are unfocused,
I am hurt,
There is something,
It pushes hard against me.

...Breathe.
I try hard,
My mind spins in darkness.
I can't do it.
I come to believe,
I am not enough.

So now...
All I think to do is,
...Breathe